“Its so hard to think how much I love you and not break out in tears its so hard to know your not there to help me face all my fears, its so hard to know I should stop loving you but it really ain't my choice its so hard to know the phones at reach but I can't hear your voice, its so hard to see you smile when I'm crying deep inside its so hard to know you don't love me so I have to make my feelings hide, its so hard to live without you when I need you more then words I want to scream how much I love you but I hold back and am not heard, its so hard to go to sleep at night knowing I don't have you its so hard to know that you might fall in love with someone new, its so hard to not start crying when I hear that song its so hard to sit and wonder where did I go wrong? its so hard to live without you if only you coulda known I really thought you loved me until you left me here alone”
