“I have decided to keep a record of my inmost real-self thoughts. Perhaps it will help me to find out what I really am like: horrid, I know: selfish, conceited, and material-minded. For instance, lately whenever I've tried to concentrate on anything serious or beautiful, I've started thinking about the Spencers' dance next week. I am ashamed of my pettiness. I'm going to try to do better this year--develop my character more and not always be thinking about enjoying myself. I've always been so happy, I dread disappointment and unhappiness, but they would be good for me. But I don't want them.”
![“The very first step is to try to forget about the self altogether. He [C.S. Lewis] says elsewhere that that's the very definition of humility. Humility does not mean to have a low view of your self. It means to have no view of yourself. Having a low view of yourself is miserable--psychologists…” quote by Peter Kreeft](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/img-quotes/814/peter-kreeft-820_first-step_the-very-first-step-is-to-try-to-forget_3044226.jpg)
![“[On Ian Fleming:] The trouble with Ian is that he gets off with women because he can't get on with them.” quote by Rosamond Lehmann](https://sms4smile.com/quotes/img-quotes/8c0/rosamond-lehmann-23776_men_on-ian-fleming-the-trouble-with-ian-is-t_365240.jpg)
