Children Quote by Richard Price
““Rocco was gripped with the panic he often experienced around her, around himself. He seemed to be both here now and simultaneously five years in the future looking back at this moment, at the loss of this moment. He was always sliding past the nowness of being with her, throwing himself at her like a cranked-up insincere clown for an exhausting fifteen minutes a day or getting cozy with booze in order to achieve the proper mood, and from the time she was born he had felt he was on his deathbed, remembering with regret how skittish and slippery his time with her had been. Had been, as if she were a hard thirty-seven and divorced instead of a two-year old baby, as if he were eighty-six and senile instead of forty-three and slightly overweight.””
About This Quote
Source Novel: Clockers by Richard Price, 1992
The narrator experiences temporal disorientation, anxiety, and self‑destructive coping while confronting loss.
In simple terms: He feels lost in time and uses unhealthy habits to cope.
Key Takeaway
Seek healthier ways to process grief and anxiety.
Themes
anxiety
loss
temporal disorientation
Mood
somber
intense
Type
literary
psychological
When to use this quote
- therapy
- support groups
- mindfulness practice
Key Concepts
psychology
addiction
time perception
Questions to Reflect On
- How does time perception affect your grief?
- What healthier coping could replace self‑destruction?
A Different Perspective
Coping mechanisms may worsen distress.
