“To ZHAT: There are times I want to snap its true, I'm not directly aiming it at you, I understand the need for love I really do. When those times happen sometimes all I need to do is forgive, and keep on showing kindness, no matter how much it hurts, how many tears I cry . The worst thing to do would be respond in hatred and anger. So Zhat, I hope your reading, and know that I hold not a grudge, nor am I angry. I know you feel as if your only an option to me, and even if you won't believe me…that statement is so not true…So, I'm not going to rage, or blow up. You left an imprint on my heart that will stay no matter what you could do. There is no hard feelings on my part. I will be praying for you, that God heals your heart. :)”