“You know you miss your best friend when you talk to yourself about her. stalk through her pics. cry yourself to sleep eevery damn night. write her name on your wrist with a heart next to it. havent seen her in 6 months. feels like foreever. wishing she's okay, missing her so damn much you just wanna die. sometimes I just wannna cut so damn deep, so I can fall asleep and never wake up just to be her guardian angel. at least I could be with her everyday. but I wouldnt do that to her, wouldnt leave her in this cruel world alone.”