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“I deplored silence. I deplored stillness. I hated almost everything. I was very unhappy and angry all the time. I tried to control myself, and that only made me more awkward, unhappier, and angrier. I was like Joan of Arc, or Hamlet, but born into the wrong life—the life of a nobody, a waif…” quote by Ottessa Moshfegh
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““I deplored silence. I deplored stillness. I hated almost everything. I was very unhappy and angry all the time. I tried to control myself, and that only made me more awkward, unhappier, and angrier. I was like Joan of Arc, or Hamlet, but born into the wrong life—the life of a nobody, a waif, invisible. There's no better way to say it: I was not myself back then. I was someone else. I was Eileen.””

Ottessa Moshfegh

About This Quote

Source Novel: “My Year of Rest and Relaxation”, 2018

She felt alienated and unhappy, living a life that didn’t reflect her true self.

In simple terms: She was unhappy and felt invisible.

Key Takeaway

Align life with inner identity.

Themes

alienation self‑identity discontent

Mood

melancholic introspective

Type

literary psychological

When to use this quote

  • career dissatisfaction
  • relationship struggles
  • creative blockage
  • self‑exploration
  • therapy

Key Concepts

existential angst personal authenticity mental health

Questions to Reflect On

  • What aspects of yourself feel suppressed?
  • How can you reconnect with your authentic self?
A Different Perspective

Changing external circumstances may not resolve inner conflict.

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