“I cry beacause I know god loves me I just doubt it alot and the reason my heart hurts so bad god is beause well... you mak me realize a lot about you and you make me realize that you do love me .. you do with all your heart and throughout my doubtfullness lord I know your there with me always I just dont see it the reason why I cry is because well .. I love you and I think you wont even love me back , but through the love you but through me god I know that your love for me will never end so theres no need to take my life .. forget sucide becasue its not worth it sometimes I'm not worth it but through your eyes god I am ... theres no need to take my life - no need at all because you lord you died for my sins you took the hurt the agony the bruises the cuts and the blood all of it and so lord through my tears although my heart is crying out to you my tears .. every last one of them gives you thanks becasue you show real love through my heart when nobody esle can”
