“Dear you ... I will love you more than you love me , becasue it is a blessing from god that I have you , even when I dont derserb to have you , I'm thanking god every chance that I get to tell him how much I'm thankful , how much I give him thanks that he allowed me to be with the love of my life, and thats you .every day I'm thanking god that I have you, now to me, I think thats real love”