“I can and will say that I feel sorry for myself, however I'm just locking the truth behind me. I don't feel sorry for myself at all. this all is happening to me for a reason, and maybe that reason is to learn and teach others…before you go out and cry and complain about it all, think for a little bit…think of the purpose…if you look for the bad in everything, well you're gonna find it. looking for the bad is easier than the good. now, if you look for it, yes it will take time, but you'll find that as well and knowing the good in a situation is helpful in the future and present…”