Gaze Quote by Michelle Hodkin
““Anna turned the pages slowly for effect, and like some demonic schoolmarm, held the book at an angle to provide maximum exposure to the assembled crowd. Everyone needed to have the opportunity to catch a long, languorous glimpse of my disgrace. "This looks so much like you," she said to Noah, pressing her body against his. "My girl is talented," Noah said. My heart stopped beating. Anna's heart stopped beating. Everyone's heart stopped beating. The buzzing of a solitary gnat would have sounded obscene in the stillness. "Bullshit," Anna whispered finally, but it was loud enough for everyone to hear. She hadn't moved an inch. Noah shrugged. "I'm a vain bastard, and Mara indulges me." After a pause, he added, "I'm just glad you didn't get your greedy little claws on the other sketchbook. That would have been embarrassing." His lips curved into a sly smile as he slid from the picnic table he'd been sitting on. "Now, get the fuck off me," he said calmly to a dumbfounded, speechless Anna as he pushed past her plucking the sketchbook roughly from her hands. And walked over to me. "Let's go," Noah ordered gently, once he was at my side. His body brushed the line of my shoulder and arm protectively. And then he held out his hand. I wanted to take it and I wanted to spit in Anna's face and I wanted to kiss him and I wanted to knee Aiden Davis in the groin. Civilization won out, and I willed each individual nerve to respond to the signal I sent with my brain and placed my fingers in his. A current traveled from my fingertips through to the hollow where my stomach used to be. And just like that, I was completely, utterly and entirely, His.””
About This Quote
Source Novel: The Last Girl Who Lived by Michelle Hodkin, 2023
A tense, intimate scene where power dynamics, desire, and self‑control clash, leading the narrator to surrender to a complex relationship.
In simple terms: A charged encounter forces the narrator to choose restraint over impulse.
Recognize and manage intense emotions in fraught moments.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- romantic tension
- public humiliation
- personal boundaries
- self‑restraint
- relationship negotiation
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- What would you have done in a similarly charged situation?
- How can one maintain autonomy under intense emotional pressure?
The narrator’s agency is compromised by overwhelming desire and social pressure.