“It's hurts just the thought to think I shall never see you again. Its easy to say move on but y'all don't know what we been through together. Time will never heal anything it's time to figure out how will I live with this pain. The cut is too deep. I'd rather live in happiness than pain. Whats the point anyway? Everyone is looking for love and lying to each other be strong and move on. Move on to what? The searching road? These are only lonely people in pain trying to pull others into the life of plenty animal pets in the house. One is enough for me. I srew it every night. They are ups and downs but isn't that with everything in this world. Friends, family, politics and religion. You name it. so let's just let it take its course. No one down here created this world so as long as we are not hurting each other I don't give a shit. Where is my teddy bear? Here thats for you. I am sorry for things I've done and the things to come as I don't know what I am doing still a student of life.”
