“If I die will any1 miss me? If I die will I be remembered? If I die will they cry because I'm gone? If I die will my best friend be there? If I die will he care? If I die would people change the way they think? If I commit suicide will people judge the person that I was? If I commit suicide will I get to see my sis because shes in heaven? If I commit suicide will some1 blame themself? If I think of these things constantly should I commit suicide and take the easy way out or should I fight and pray to god for the best?”