“I don't understand why I feel so alone; This horrid, empty feeling is all I've ever known. With no one in my life to hold me when I'm sad, For such a person with a heart is one I've never had. Each day fills me more with agonizing sorrow; I'd rather die today than live one more tomorrow. I'm tired of the pain causing me to drown. My friends pick me up and then kick me back down. I don't care if I am missed; I never asked for this. I've decided I am done. Pull the trigger of the gun...”