“Have you ever felt like you don't know whats going on anymore? like you don't care about anything anymore. you've lost your motivations to do anything. you've that feeling of emptiness, and the feeling that no one is there for you. that feeling that no one understands you anymore. and it seems like there's nothing to look forward to anymore. you are sad and tired. but you'll continue to smile no matter how hurt you are. I have a broke heart. a fucking broken heart. everything hurts”