“AS I WAS GO THROUGH CHANNELS I NOTICE MY TEARS FALL DOWN HEART. I REALIZE MY LOVES ONES WERE ON MY MIND. EVEN THOUGH THEY PASS IT HURT ME AND FEEL LIKE IT IS VOID IN MY LIFE. MY STEPDAD I WAS SUPER CLOSE TOO, I FEEL LIKE BECAUSE I WAS OUT CONTROL TEENAGER THAT HE DRANK HIS SELF TOO DEATH. I WISH I WAS NOT SELFISH AND NOT SELF CENTERED.I COULD HAVE SAVE HIM HE WOULD STILL BE HERE PROUD OF ME AND CARING FOR ME. HE TREAT ME BETTER THEN MY OWN FATHER WHO GAVE TWO CENTS IF I DIED.MY HEART IS SHATTERED I COULD NEVER BRING BACK MY STEPDAD THE ONLY REAL MAN I KNOW THAT WAS LEADER BESIDES GOD AND JESUS, NEVER CALL ME OUT MY NAME, HURT ME. IF I DID NOT HAVE A CHILD I DONT KNOW IF I COULD LIVE ON THIS LONG. TOO KNOW THE FACT I AM IN THIS WORLD WITH SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE EVIL, WICKED, LIERS, MEAN, WHO LOVE HURTING OTHER PEOPLE FOR THEIR SELF PLEASURE. MAKE ME FEEL SICK TOO MY STOMACH AND CRYING WITH TEARS. I COULD NEVER GET THE CHANGE TOO SEE MY STEPDAD AGAIN.”
