““have been spiritually starving inside this union. My soul is parched and lonely and I have pushed aside its cries for partnership. I have ignored the needs of my own soul. I suddenly feel like the worst sham of a human being on this planet we can Earth. For while my spirit has dwelled inside this physical being I call my own body, I have ignored its need for companionship and squelched its desire for ascension. I have all but aborted my own spirit. I have done all of these actions in the””
