“I hope when you look at our picture you cry like I do I hope when u lay down at night u think about me to were you can sleep any more. I hope you got that feeling to slice your throw. I hope every thing you do hurts you really bad!!!!!! I know there is never the right time to say good bye but I guess you had to I mean that what u said. Do you feel that that your heart it hurts really bad. Mine hurts every second now. Man I man my self swear and promise that I want love or trust anyone any more to care for any one. And that promise lasted till I meet you. and I swear you was different the one but it was me trying to be happy but what happen I got my heart ripped out again. I TRY ANY MORE.. I open up I trusted you but I was a stupid girl for trusting you. WEll this time I am never ever trust or going to let a man love me or care for me. Nope I will not. Because I am tired of having tear go down my face and I would like to have a dry face and a clear bath water!!!!! IT MIDDLE FINGER TO”