Suicide Quote by John Clellon Holmes
““While leaning over the toilet getting up his nerve, he thought that the moment before making yourself throw up must be very like the instant before suicide. You are almost content to bear the sickening headache and the torment in your stomach rather than go through that moment. But the prospect of relief made you foolhardy and you jammed your finger down your throat.””
About This Quote
Source Novel: Go, by John Clellon Holmes, 1952
The narrator compares the nausea before vomiting to the dread before suicide, highlighting how fear of relief can drive self‑destructive actions.
In simple terms: Fear of relief can push people to harmful choices.
Key Takeaway
Recognize and address avoidance of painful emotions.
Themes
anxiety
self‑destruction
avoidance
mental health
Mood
anxious
introspective
Type
psychological
cautionary
When to use this quote
- therapy sessions
- stress management
- mindfulness practice
- support groups
Key Concepts
psychology
existential dread
coping mechanisms
Questions to Reflect On
- What fears keep you from seeking help?
- How can you face discomfort without self‑harm?
A Different Perspective
Relief may be temporary and not address underlying issues.
