“Sadly, it was you boy I trusted the most who left me feeling empty, just like a ghost. I must been crazy to even try, because all it did was crash me inside and make me cry. its has been 5 times I have tried, and all of those 5 times I have been denied. you can call me a quiter, but I give up coz I have treated like a killer. I got nothing to lose, nothing to gain I'm fed up of all this miserable pain.”