“To day I can see what I have never seen before to day is the day I saw me . Yes me but who was I could I have been more carful no could I have been more dangerous no I was dead no I was alive no I was in the middle not dead or alive just there with no motion of my body with no motion of my soul I was there . I was there I could see u and me together but at that time who was I was I just there for no reason was I there to die no I was alive . But why if I could die was there some thing I had to do was it all a joke or a story that page by page was going or was losing the way of life it was me who I should be happy , mad ,glad , or sad . Who was I And why was I alive .I was here to stay but not to go to stay but why . was the question why .??????”
