““Tonight is different. This night is the first night in three weeks when shes not crying. I hold her anyway. I want to be happy that shes not crying, but it scares me. Her tears mean she feels something. Even if that something is devastation, its still something. There arent any tears tonight. I hold her anyway. I tell her Im sorry again. She never tells me its okay. She never tells me its not my fault. She never tells me she forgives me.””
