“My relationship with you killed me. You had no morals. Nor did you have values. For you, there was no such thing as never hit a girl. For you, if she deserves it, go for it. ITs hard for me to be with him. I expect him too hit me, push me, shove me, trip me, punch me, yell at me. ME and HIM dont argue we dont fight, I can hardly feel his touch. Its gentle. Most girls would love it, me... It feels WEIRD. WHY isnt he yelling at me, we arnt we hitting each other. Is this what normal relationships are like? Because if it is, its amazing. YEt, for me, its not enough. I still miss you...”
