“Here it is, here it is, rip my heart out for you, yeah there it went. Blunt smoke rolling out the windows, when it clears you won't see a tear. 19 years, 19 years, and still can't find the reason I was brought here. But I'm not going back to that hopeless shit, not even going back to that rope and shit. I don't pray a lot but I hope the lord forgives my sins. Yeah I know you callin' I declined that shit, I need some time to think. flippin' these bricks just to get something to eat. Flippin' these bricks so girl you know there's no sleep.”