“When ur loosing the people u love and lifes getting hard , there is a pain it is a pain that no one can see u feel like ur choking ur tears leave marks on ur face and ur eyes burn , then comes the anger this makes everything u do uncontrolable the screaming gets louder and the pain gets harder on u , its only when u carm down and u see the cuts and bruises u realise uv gone too far ,but when lifes slowly slipping around u and u cant die but ur already dead inside its the only thing that feels real”