“When its all over,it just comes back in flashes like a kaleidoscope of memories.It just all comes back but the one you love never does.I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.Its not really anything he said or anything he did,it was the feeling that came along with it.And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.But I just thought,how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?I guess I just lost my balance.I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.It was losing me!!”
