“Oh, you think you know me? you dont know how many times i've cried myself to sleep. you dont know how many times I was on the verge of suicide. you dont know how many times I sat over the toliet with my hand down my throat. you dont know how many times I didnt eat for weeks. you dont know how many times I put a blade to my body. you dont know how many times I felt so low that I couldnt feel anything at all. you dont know me one bit”