“Maybe I'm the only one, the only one who feels this way. I want to hate you, but I never could... I hate the fact that I'll always love you, but I could never forget you.. Sometimes I think it would be nice to forget all of the memories about us, but then I'm glad that I can't. Because these memories are all I have left of you. Things are getting better for me, but they'll never be anything close to what I feel like I had with you.”