“I slit my wrist and watch the blood drip down as it carry's away the pain And as I fall to the ground I think about the pain that's being drained As I slip into a restless sleep I think about what I did this week As I think I start to cry For I feel sorrow For the rejection and the fear of tomorrow I rise awake to grab a knife then slice away doing so again and again till it all bleeds away I look at the knife And the blood spilled on the floor And wonders 'why does it poor? ' I start to feel relief for only a brief of time shall I be awake I start to slip away Happy that I've paid It all goes black for I am gone For I am finally happy after all along it's almost like a song The pain is finally gone I know that I dealt with the pain in the worst way but it made me feel better It was the only way I could pay for the pain I caused and the pain that was dealt plus it doesn't matter I feel a lot better I'm sorry for you please don't be sad its not like you did it you never made me mad oh please I ask think of it this way I'll probably be back another day carry on what has happened today for people to know that things may end up this way but also for people to understand the way I think and the way I stand people probably wont get it they will probably say it was stupid and wont admit it but they are the ones that never see they are the ones that never let me be they are mostly the ones that did this to me they mocked they teased and they were never pleased That's why I feared the next day because people never liked me my way they hated me because I was different they hated me because I wasn't perfect that's why I did it that's why I cried and made a slit that's why I cut so much because I was crushed because I was rejected”
