“I know we still have our own separate lives to look forward to. But you are still fresh in my life that there is still so much left to explore and discover about you. I wish I have more time for it. I dont want to think or believe that you are trying to push me away in the least hurtful method possible. I just wish I knew what you really wanted from me. And I am sorry Im not able to give you anything else now. I hope I can hear your side of the story soon, and Ill tell you mine. Because I have so many things that I want to say to you right now, if I could. But youre not here.”