“Hey. I really want to talk to you when your free, I know my words don't mean a great deal at the minute. I've got a lot I'd like to discuss mainly the way I've treated you lately. In your own time. I love you ¥ and even though I know it doesn't mean anything... I'm sorry. You deserve way better than the way I've acted towards you lately, and I shouldn't lie to you to cover myself. Love the guy who wants to put this right. Xxxx”