“~ I always see the world in black and white I dont know why whenever I stare at myself and think. I feel the presence of something, something encircling me in a whirlwind spending time with friends seems like nothing anymore why did it have to be me. why couldnt it have been everyone else but me I just dont understand I feel helpless and alone company wont help my desolation facing the world is tough people are just hurting me fears are overshadowing my emotions, signaling a portent of the worse to come I wish someone could help me before its too late”
