“Some days I feel so bad that I have to drink; some days I feel so bad that I can’t.” — Paula Hawkins Copy Share Image
“He lies to himself the way he lies to me. He believes this. He actually believes that he was good to me.” — Paula Hawkins Pathological-liars Copy Share Image
“I want to drag knives over my skin, just to feel something other than shame, but I'm not even brave enough for… — Paula Hawkins Brokenness Copy Share Image
“The things I want to remember I can't, and the things I try so hard to forget just keep coming.” — Paula Hawkins Forget Copy Share Image
“I’m awake. The more I want to be oblivious, the less I can be. Life and light will not let me be.” — Paula Hawkins Awake Copy Share Image
“I read somewhere that a train can rip the clothes right off you when it hits.” — Paula Hawkins Fitness Copy Share Image
“I can’t deny that there’s a part of me that finds the idea of meeting Kamal thrilling.” — Paula Hawkins Thrilling Copy Share Image
“Something felt off, but I realized eventually that it was just me. Still,” — Paula Hawkins Felt Copy Share Image
“Lena's voice grew cold. "I don't understand you. I don't understand people like you, who always choose to blame the woman. If… — Paula Hawkins Blame Copy Share Image
“let’s be honest: women are still only really valued for two things – their looks and their role as mothers. I’m not… — Paula Hawkins Mothers Copy Share Image
“Watching someone in the throes of raw grief is a terrible thing; the act of watching feels violent, intrusive, a violation. Yet… — Paula Hawkins Grief Copy Share Image
“We now know that memories are not fixed or frozen, like Proust’s jars of preserves in a larder, but are transformed, disassembled,… — Paula Hawkins Memory Copy Share Image
“I am not the girl I used to be...it's as if people can see the damage written all over me, can see… — Paula Hawkins Damage Copy Share Image
“the holes in your life are permanent. You have to grow around them, like tree roots around concrete; you mould yourself through… — Paula Hawkins Gaps Copy Share Image
“Beautiful sunshine, cloudless skies, no one to play with, nothing to do. Living like this, the way I'm living at the moment,… — Paula Hawkins Daylight Copy Share Image
“Hollowness: that I understand. I'm starting to believe that there isn't anything you can do to fix it. That's what I've taken… — Paula Hawkins Experience Copy Share Image
“I don't remember things. I black out and I can't remember where I've been or what I've done. Sometimes I wonder if… — Paula Hawkins Blackout Copy Share Image
“We’re in the car park at Wilton Lake. We used to come here sometimes, to go swimming on really hot days. Today… — Paula Hawkins Side by side Copy Share Image
“the author claimed that blacking out wasn’t simply a matter of forgetting what had happened, but having no memories to forget in… — Paula Hawkins Books Copy Share Image
“me thinking straight. I take a shower, get dressed and make another cup of coffee, and then I sit down in the… — Paula Hawkins Books Copy Share Image
“No, it's not Cathy, it's not even Ashbury that bothers me most about my new situation (I still think of it as… — Paula Hawkins Feel Copy Share Image
“gardens over. One of them was crying—maybe they both were—and there was a child bawling its head off,” — Paula Hawkins Bawling Copy Share Image
“...the past shooting out at me like sparrows for the hedgerow, startling and inescapable.” — Paula Hawkins Time Copy Share Image
“You stung me like that often; cruelty always was your strong suit.” — Paula Hawkins Cruelty Copy Share Image
“Anything was possible. When you hear hooves you look for horses, but you can’t discount zebras.” — Paula Hawkins Hooves Copy Share Image
“Beckford is not a suicide spot. Beckford is a place to get rid of troublesome women.” — Paula Hawkins Conspiracy Copy Share Image
“The horrors conjured up by the mind are always so much worse than what is.” — Paula Hawkins Psychology Copy Share Image
“But then I suppose I’ve never really lost anyone. How would I know what that kind of grief feels like?” — Paula Hawkins Feels Copy Share Image
“You were never the princess, you were never the passive beauty waiting for a prince, you were something else. You sided with… — Paula Hawkins Beauty Copy Share Image
“She used to think that only parents can understand the sort of love that swallows you up, but now she wondered whether… — Paula Hawkins Love Copy Share Image
“I don't know. I don't know where that strength went, I don't remember losing it. I think that over time it got… — Paula Hawkins Life Copy Share Image
“No one liked to think about the fact that the water in that river was infected with the blood and bile of… — Paula Hawkins Every day Copy Share Image
“Who was it said that following your heart is a good thing? It is pure egotism, a selfishness to conquer all. Hatred… — Paula Hawkins Egotism Copy Share Image
“You take care of yourself, Rachel," she said, and there was something about the way she said it that made it feel… — Paula Hawkins Connection Copy Share Image