A curse. Been in our family for generations. The Lees have…
““A curse. Been in our family for generations. The Lees have always been perverts. I shall never forget the unspeakable horror that froze the lymph in my glands when the baneful word seared my reeling brain—I was a homosexual. I thought of the painted simpering female impersonators I'd seen in a Baltimore nightclub. Could it be possible I was one of those subhuman things? I walked the streets in a daze like a man with a light concussion. I would've destroyed myself. And a wise old queen—Bobo, we called her—taught me that I had a duty to live and bear my burden proudly for all to see. Poor Bobo came to a sticky end - he was riding in the Duke Devanche's Hispano Suissa when his falling hemorrhoids blew out of the car and wrapped around the rear wheel. He was completely gutted leaving an empty shell sitting there on the giraffe skin upholstry. Even the eyes and the brain went with a horrible "shlupping" sound. The Duke says he would carry that ghastly "shlup" with him to his mausoleum.””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
A family curse of shame and self‑hate is overcome by embracing identity and responsibility despite grotesque trauma.
In simple terms: Accept yourself, bear your burden proudly.
Own your identity, live boldly.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- personal crisis
- mental health advocacy
- artistic expression
- community support
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- How does confronting trauma empower you?
- What responsibilities come with embracing a stigmatized identity?
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