Need to begin by saying Iôm almost dying, I miss you so…

“Need to begin by saying Iôm almost dying, I miss you so much. You know, itôs sunny and warm here, but my heart only has light when it comes to my memory the light in your eyes and the sparkle in your smile. When I think of the hours and hours of flying that separated us, I get the feeling I will suffer hours and hours of insomnia. I need you so badly by my side, I need so badly to feel your caring touch and the sensuality of your kisses, I need so badly to feel your presence, that in some moments, I think that your absence will slowly bring me to some illness. I canôt wait until this tormenting is over, I canôt wait until I have you back, really close to me, hugging me, receiving my care, kisses and hugs. Without you by my side my days are real sad and my nights are terrible. Hours can go by, and Iôm still trying to sleep so time will go by faster, so the moment when we meet again will be sooner. I feel better when I dream about you, and that way, I always dream about you. I dream about you, even when Iôm awake and I always ask god to make the universe clock faster so you can be quickly by my side. My love, even far away, even in another hemisphere, donôt ever loose the certainty that I love you and my biggest desire is your brief return. need to begin by saying Iôm almost dying, I miss you so much. You know, itôs sunny and warm here, but my heart only has light when it comes to my memory the light in your eyes and the sparkle in your smile. When I think of the hours and hours of flying that separated us, I get the feeling I will suffer hours and hours of insomnia. I need you so badly by my side, I need so badly to feel your caring touch and the sensuality of your kisses, I need so badly to feel your presence, that in some moments, I think that your absence will slowly bring me to some illness. I canôt wait until this tormenting is over, I canôt wait until I have you here really close to me, hugging me, receiving my care, kisses and hugs. Without you by my side my days are real sad and my nights are terrible. Hours can go by, and Iôm still trying to sleep so time will go by faster , so the moment when we meet will be sooner.and to make matters worse this email shit is a pain in the fucking ass! I feel better when I dream about you, and that way, I always dream about you. I dream about you, even when Iôm awake and I always ask god *though me and him don't talk much* to make the universe clock faster so you can be quickly by my side. My love, even far away, even in another hemisphere, donôt ever loose the certainty that I love you and my biggest desire is your brief return. yours sincerly Tamika..”

— Tamika-leeigh