I was exceedingly affected, says he, upon the occasion…
““I was exceedingly affected, says he, upon the occasion. But was ashamed to be surprised by her into such a fit of unmanly weakness-so ashamed that I was resolved to subdue it at the instant, and guard against the like for the future. Yet, at that moment, I more than half regretted that I could not permit her to enjoy a triumph which she so well deserved to glory in-her youth, her beauty, her artless innocence, and her manner, equally beyond comparison or description. But her indifference, Belford!-That she could resolve to sacrifice me to the malice of my enemies; and carry on the design in so clandestine a manner-yet love her, as I do, to frenzy!-revere her, as I do, to adoration!-These were the recollections with which I fortified my recreant heart against her-Yet, after all, if she persevere, she must conquer!-Coward, as she has made me, that never was a coward before!””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
The narrator feels shame for his emotional reaction, yet admires the woman's beauty and virtue, wrestling with pride and love.
In simple terms: He is conflicted between admiration and self‑consciousness.
Key Takeaway
Accept honest emotions without shame.
Themes
pride
love
shame
Mood
conflicted
reflective
Type
literary
philosophical
When to use this quote
- courtship
- self‑esteem work
- personal growth
Key Concepts
self‑reflection
romantic conflict
social expectations
Questions to Reflect On
- What does true admiration look like?
- How can you balance pride and humility?
A Different Perspective
Societal norms may suppress authentic feeling.