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I paid the taxi driver, got out with my suitcase, surveyed…

“I paid the taxi driver, got out with my suitcase, surveyed my surroundings, and just as I was turning to ask the driver something or get back into the taxi and return forthwith to Chillán and then to Santiago, it sped off without warning, as if the somewhat ominous solitude of the place had…” quote by Roberto Bolaño
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““I paid the taxi driver, got out with my suitcase, surveyed my surroundings, and just as I was turning to ask the driver something or get back into the taxi and return forthwith to Chillán and then to Santiago, it sped off without warning, as if the somewhat ominous solitude of the place had unleashed atavistic fears in the driver's mind. For a moment I too was afraid. I must have been a sorry sight standing there helplessly with my suitcase from the seminary, holding a copy of Farewell's Anthology in one hand. Some birds flew out from behind a clump of trees. They seemed to be screaming the name of that forsaken village, Querquén, but they also seemed to be enquiring who: quién, quién, quién . I said a hasty prayer and headed for a wooden bench, there to recover a composure more in keeping with what I was, or what at the time I considered myself to be. Our Lady, do not abandon your servant, I murmured, while the black birds, about twenty-five centimetres in length, cried quién, quién, quién . Our Lady of Lourdes, do not abandon your poor priest, I murmured, while other birds, about ten centimetres long, brown in colour, or brownish, rather, with white breasts, called out, but not as loudly, quién, quién, quién , Our Lady of Suffering, Our Lady of Insight, Our Lady of Poetry, do not leave your devoted subject at the mercy of the elements, I murmured, while several tiny birds, magenta, black, fuchsia, yellow and blue in colour, wailed quién, quién, quién , at which point a cold wind sprang up suddenly, chilling me to the bone.””

Roberto Bolaño

About This Quote

This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.

The narrator feels abandoned and fearful in an isolated village, seeking divine comfort amid unsettling birds and cold wind.

In simple terms: Fear and longing for protection in a lonely place.

Key Takeaway

Seek inner calm and prayer when isolated.

Themes

faith loneliness fear spirituality

Mood

anxious hopeful reflective

Type

narrative spiritual descriptive

When to use this quote

  • travel
  • pilgrimage
  • spiritual crisis
  • nighttime journey
  • unexpected isolation

Key Concepts

existential dread divine supplication nature symbolism

Questions to Reflect On

  • How do you find solace in moments of sudden fear?
  • What role does ritual play in confronting the unknown?
A Different Perspective

The vivid bird chorus may symbolize inner turmoil rather than external omen.

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