What is the reason, I'm still alive, I'm begging you…
“What is the reason, I'm still alive, I'm begging you please, Tell me why, The fear of life, The fear of death, Fear in itself, Steals my breath, I want this to end, This pointless pain, Driven by anger, Making me insane, Ghosts and ghouls, My only friends, Not that you care, Till my life, I end, Held back by fear, To let it all flow, Red rivers of life, I will never know, One day I'll snap, Cold steel to skin, Beautiful red ocean, Revealing my sin, Dreamily I pray, To be free at last, The feeling of nothing, Leaving me outcast.”
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
A lament of existential dread and fear of both life and death, expressing a desire for release from pain and isolation.
In simple terms: Despair and fear of living and dying.
Key Takeaway
Seek help and confront fear.
Themes
existential dread
loneliness
mental health
despair
Mood
sad
desperate
Type
personal
emotional
When to use this quote
- mental health crisis
- personal therapy
- support groups
- emergency intervention
Key Concepts
nihilism
psychological pain
selfdestruction
Questions to Reflect On
- What steps can you take to find support?
- How might confronting fear change your outlook?
A Different Perspective
Hope and professional help can mitigate self‑destructive thoughts.