I mean, we don’t have to worry about it until winter…
““I mean, we don’t have to worry about it until winter, anyway,” she said. “I was just wondering if you felt cured.” I didn’t know what to tell her. I didn’t feel cured. I felt like what Cole said —almost cured. A war survivor with a phantom limb. I still felt that wolf that I’d been: living in my cells, sleeping uneasily, waiting to be coaxed out by weather or a rush of adrenaline or a needle in my veins. I didn’t know if that was real or suggested. I didn’t know if one day I would feel secure in my skin, taking my human body for granted. “You look cured,” Grace said. Just her face was visible at the end of the shower curtain, looking in at me. She grinned and I yelled. Grace reached in just far enough to shut off the tap. “I’m afraid,” she said, whipping the shower curtain open all the way and presenting me with my towel, “this is the sort of thing you’ll have to put up with in your old age.” I stood there, dripping, feeling utterly ridiculous, Grace standing opposite, smiling with her challenge. There was nothing for it but to get over the awkwardness. Instead of taking the towel, I took her chin with my wet fingers and kissed her. Water from my hair ran down my cheeks and onto our lips. I was getting her shirt all wet, but she didn’t seem to mind. A lifetime of this seemed rather appealing. I said gallantly, “That better be a promise.””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
A survivor grapples with lingering trauma and the yearning for intimacy, confronting fear and vulnerability in a tender moment.
In simple terms: A wounded person seeks connection despite lingering fear.
Embrace vulnerability to heal.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- hospital recovery
- post‑war therapy
- intimate relationships
- personal growth
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- How do you balance fear and desire for closeness?
- What does intimacy teach us about our wounds?
Healing can be messy and requires confronting uncomfortable emotions.