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“I’m going to … I’ll find a way to make amends, Da. I want to be a better person, a better son.” “I didn’t raise you to be a gambler, Jesper. I certainly didn’t raise you to be a criminal.” Jesper released a bitter huff of laughter. “I love you, Da. I love you with all my lying, thieving, worthless…” quote by Leigh Bardugo
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““I’m going to … I’ll find a way to make amends, Da. I want to be a better person, a better son.” “I didn’t raise you to be a gambler, Jesper. I certainly didn’t raise you to be a criminal.” Jesper released a bitter huff of laughter. “I love you, Da. I love you with all my lying, thieving, worthless heart, but yes, you did.” “What?” sputtered Colm. “You taught me to lie.” “To keep you safe.” Jesper shook his head. “I had a gift. You should have let me use it.” Colm banged his fist against the table. “It’s not a gift. It’s a curse. It would have killed you the same way it killed your mother.” So much for the truth. Jesper strode to the door. If he didn’t get shut of this place, he was going to jump right out of his skin. “I’m dying anyway, Da. I’m just doing it slow.””

Leigh Bardugo

About This Quote

This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.

A character confronts the consequences of inherited trauma and seeks redemption, wrestling with guilt and familial expectations.

In simple terms: Seeking redemption while dealing with past wounds.

Key Takeaway

Acknowledge pain, choose change.

Themes

redemption family guilt trauma choice

Mood

conflicted hopeful somber

Type

dialogue dramatic emotional

When to use this quote

  • family confrontation
  • confession
  • self‑reflection
  • seeking forgiveness

Key Concepts

inheritance moral conflict self‑acceptance

Questions to Reflect On

  • What does it mean to truly change?
  • How can one break a cycle of inherited pain?
A Different Perspective

The path to redemption may be blocked by denial or self‑destruction.

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