“I should never have loved him . . I should never love anyone because it ends up being worse than being alone.” — Brian James Love Copy Share Image
“When did life start being something you had to work at and not something that just is?” — Brian James Life Copy Share Image
“My memories are like a shuffled deck of cards, each one coming up at random.” — Brian James Deck of cards Copy Share Image
“Some memories are presents that I'm unable to unwrap over and over.” — Brian James Memories Copy Share Image
“that I'm not scared every time I open my eyes and see the world staring at me” — Brian James Copy Share Image
“Because there’s nothing wrong with me,” Alec says. “You know what is? Our society is so screwed up from top to bottom,… — Brian James Copy Share Image
“I close my eyes.. think of how beautiful it would be if someone came to find me.. if I froze in the… — Brian James Angel wings Copy Share Image
“would be if someone came to find me.. if I froze in the snow with angel wings pressed into the ground.. my… — Brian James Angel wings Copy Share Image
“Sometimes it is easier when you can't see your hands or your arms. Sometimes it's easier when you don't try. Because it's… — Brian James Copy Share Image
“The boy I used to know as Thomas Merker has been erased--replaced with a personality programmed by television and commercials to act… — Brian James Copy Share Image
“Man, it really gets me down. When everything's exhausted there's nothing left. The rate I was running, it wouldn't be long. Then… — Brian James Boredom Copy Share Image
“The last great escape. I was done gambling, done betting on a ship that would never come in. I would cash in… — Brian James Escape Copy Share Image
“And that is when I know…that is when I understand that it's better to feel the ache inside me like demons scratching… — Brian James Copy Share Image
“There aren't any rules to running away from your problems. No checklist of things to cross off. No instructions. Eeny, meeny ,… — Brian James Copy Share Image
