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“Alas!’ he writes, ‘I am morbid, And have put a purple colour about my brow. All men seem eating and drinking the “Joy of the Round Feast,” while I am Melancholy and silent, as though in a Gloomy wood, astray. Strange images of myself did I create, As I gazed into the seeming pit of others, Losing…” quote by Austin Osman Spare
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““Alas!’ he writes, ‘I am morbid, And have put a purple colour about my brow. All men seem eating and drinking the “Joy of the Round Feast,” while I am Melancholy and silent, as though in a Gloomy wood, astray. Strange images of myself did I create, As I gazed into the seeming pit of others, Losing myself in the thoughtfulness Of my unreal self, as humanity saw me. But alas ! on entering to the consciousness Of my real being to find fostering "The all-prevailing woman,” And I strayed with her, into the path direct. “Hail! the Jewel in the Lotus.””

Austin Osman Spare

About This Quote

This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.

The speaker feels isolated, melancholy, and self‑absorbed, contrasting personal gloom with others’ joy, then seeks deeper consciousness and unity with a transcendent feminine principle.

In simple terms: Feeling lonely while others celebrate, then searching for deeper self and unity.

Key Takeaway

Embrace inner depth beyond surface sorrow.

Themes

loneliness self‑reflection spiritual quest identity transcendence

Mood

melancholic contemplative hopeful

Type

literary philosophical spiritual

When to use this quote

  • creative writing
  • personal journaling
  • meditative practice
  • artistic inspiration

Key Concepts

existentialism psychology mythology alchemy

Questions to Reflect On

  • How do you reconcile personal melancholy with communal joy?
  • What does the “Jewel in the Lotus” symbolize for you?
A Different Perspective

The poetic language may obscure practical application for everyday readers.

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