Anna Petrovna: Kolya, my dearest, stay at home. Ivanov: My…
““Anna Petrovna: Kolya, my dearest, stay at home. Ivanov: My love, my unhappy darling, I beg you, don't stop me going out in the evenings. It's cruel and unjust on my part, but let me commit that injustice. It's an agony for me at home. As soon as the sun disappears, my spirit begins to be weighed down by depression. What depression! Don't ask why. I myself don't know. I swear by God's truth I don't know. Here I'm in anguish, I go to the Lebedevs and there it's still worse; I return from there and here it's depression again, and so all night... Simply despair!””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
Depression can be a relentless, inexplicable weight that persists despite attempts to escape.
In simple terms: Despair feels endless.
Seek support and self‑care.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- nighttime rumination
- social isolation
- seeking therapy
- writing catharsis
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- What triggers your low moods?
- How can you create moments of light?
Hope may be elusive, but small actions can alleviate darkness.