I cry here late in the cold dark night, Remembering all…
“I cry here late in the cold dark night, Remembering all the things that were said. Seeing how many times I was teased, Told that I should much rather be dead.I go and try to ignore them, But they don't understand.How much that I have been hurting, That I can't go back to bed. Those memories that haunt me, Were those of the past. Remember of the abuse, The rape and the sadness That just cannot come to pass. I think of the ones that hurt me, Try to get revenge. But now I'm stuck of a bottomless pit Filling my life with bullshit that wil never end. The memories that were filled in the end, Have now come to a blank. I can't remember the last time I was happy, Or the last time I wanted to drink. If only I were seen by those around me, Seeing a shrouding cloud of darkness. Seeing here, I'm crying inside, But now I know that I'm dead. I'm sorry to those who loved me, I'm sorry for those who cared. But now I know you're a little too late, If only you were there…”
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
The speaker expresses deep emotional pain, trauma, and suicidal thoughts, reflecting on past abuse and feeling trapped in hopelessness.
In simple terms: A person shares intense suffering and feeling of hopelessness.
Key Takeaway
Seek professional help and support.
Themes
mental health
trauma
suicidal ideation
abuse
despair
Mood
distressed
desperate
Type
personal
emotional
When to use this quote
- confiding in a trusted friend
- contacting crisis helpline
- therapy
- support groups
Key Concepts
psychology
cryxiety
self‑harm
Questions to Reflect On
- What steps can you take to find help?
- How can others respond compassionately?
A Different Perspective
Stigma may prevent reaching out; feelings may be overwhelming.