“I feel like such a pathetic excuse for a human being. Do you realise how many times I have tried to stop cutting? Do you realise how hard I am trying to stop? I am doing this all for you and you treat my like dirt. Do you see what you are doing to me? You are driving me closer and closer to my blade and soon, there will be nothing to stop me from hurting myself until I no longer have to feel. Would you even miss me?”
