“Am suffocating and it looks like there is nothing I can do to relieve the pain inside me.i live each day because God chooses to continue giving them to me but I fil the toucher inside me. if I wasnt faithfull then maybe I can say I deserve this hell burning deep withing my heart, I rily loved you beyond words could ever say and here I am today,nursing a bleeding heart that refuses to heal but keeps getting worse daily. please God help, take control of my life including my heart, I dont want it anymore, I surrender……”
