“It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. and it's hard to watch thing changes when all you want is for them to stay the same. it's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep hoolding on, and you want to move on, but you're stuck right back at where you started.when feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want and people start hating on you becaue you DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT. it's the worst feeling when you have so many things to say you just don't know where to star.when you want them in your life so bad, but all you do is push them further and further away. it's so hard to think back and how things used to be between us and look at it now and relise that thinfs are different and NEVER will be the same again. you tell yourself it's not woth but deep down you sould I screaming for you one and only to come back...”
