“Every time I get happy you come. You know just when to come. It could be the best day of my life. I don't know what or who you are but I know I feel..... unsure. I feel unsure of everything. When you come I'm not sure if I'm happy or pretending. I'm not sure of my feelings. You just show up whenever. You make me sad very sad. Like crawl up and die sad. But you may seem big to me... But I have a God that's bigger! ;) Next time you show up know I have somebody on my side.”