“How? and Why? -------------- Funny how the past always after you You know it's gonna kill you Miserable your days and nights Depress you to the very core Yet you can't control it and... ...and you do same mistakes all over again You let it get all over you and take control It makes me powerless I'm about to fall Need to live I hear the call Now I barely holding on I'm feeling something that I cant explain Feels like it's... ...it's like... it's taking all over me and I'm losing control As it bury me alive.”