“I had to let go many people several times, and it was always extremely hard. I would feel some sort of loss, which would lead to depression, and to the start of a new ambition. I've learned that I cannot always count on one person to continuously give me the love, protection, security, bond,family, friend, support etc. that I need at the very instant I need it. Yet there is one person that understand me always and the best and can love me the way I want the way I need it. And that person is myself. I thank myself for loving me. I do want to give the love I give to myself to someone else, but I want that someone else to love me they way he loves himself or the way I love myself. I want us both to become one. I dont want to make that mistake again where I give all my attention to him, the one who doesnt entirely love me. It puts a difference between me and myself. Im glad to have myself back, and I dont want to lose myself again. Thank you god for helping me find myself again. Love you”
