“Nothing feels right. I'm always in the dark. I'm always pushed away and stepped all over like I'm dirt. I never complain because I just dont give a fuck anymore. you never seem to understand my feelings you always seem to hurt me, even though I may say you havent hurt me, on the inside on shattered to pieces but I will never say it. you know why? .. well because you wont care either way. all you do is make me depressed and crush me even more, I wish you just leave. I cant stand us and how we are .. it kills me..”